Complicated

I rarely post anything that will relate to my feelings or something that is so deep inside. Sometimes I wish that nobody knows how I feel but this time, it's not like that.

I feel like I want to scream my lungs out, never care about anybody who would jolt their heads to look at the crazy girl screaming for no reason.

I really do feel like doing that. For some reason, I held back and locked my self up to my nearest sensible sense.

Why do I feel geram in the first place?

I wish I can get the answers right when I needed it but no. I had to wait for the decision to come around. No, wait. That's not the right term. I have to wait for YOU to make your decision.

And I HATE waiting.

For those who are reading this, this post might probably be just some of my entries that are connected deeply to myself and how emotional I am about it.

You don't have to understand what it is or even go through the same thing I am going but I'm sure you definitely have felt this somewhere, somehow and at certain times. Or you just don't have feelings.

This is just something I need to let out and throw all my anger to and the nearest possible medium that I can do it to without (probably) hurting anybody  is my own personal space that some stranger will just read.

I'm just super complicated right now and I can't even begin to explain one of them.

Sorry for this un-informational post. This was not meant for anybody. It is just an emotional breakdown typed with black alphabets.

Midnight Blue

I feel like I haven't 'talk' to you for SO LONG! Anyways, some update from this writer. I am having my convocation next Tuesday (YEAY!) and I accidentally came across with TiffanyD's new make up video, Midnight Blue.

I have not have the chance to do make up since months ago. The only thing I put on my face is baby powder and if I feel extra 'rajin' that day I'll put on some eye-liner and that's it. So for my convocation I do want to look extra special (duh.. it's convo-day. happy day for me of course I want to look pretty :p), I decided to give an attempt to this look :D

Wish me luck. I'll post the look soon :)

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Class Oh Class

Now that my classes are in full swing I have begin to feel the study mood momentum going up! :)

I am excited to experience new subjects. Whoops! Hold on. Let me tell you a little about the subjects that I am taking for this 5-months semester.

I have 9 subjects (WTF! CRAZY!) with accumulations of credit hours up to 29. As soon as I realized the amount of credit hours that I have I just prayed to Allah that I can make this through with strong physical and mental.

I really don't know how I will score but all I know is that I'm going to do the best I can for all subjects. I mean if I can excel diploma, degree is just another hurdle, right? O.o

Anyways, these horrifyingly sounded subjects are :-

1) Mandarin Language 1
2) Business and Professional Communication
3) Ethnic Relations
4) Communication Research and Methods
5) Management
6) Newswriting and Reporting
7) Copy Editing
8) Feature Writing
9) Marketing Public Relations

The last subject I listed is an elective subject and I had to choose between 4 other subjects but since I had my eye on some PR subjects I took it.

Besides having all these subjects I despise the fact that I have classes on Friday. Back in Melaka, classes on Friday will always be changed to any other day but here I think I have beg the lecturer to change the schedule. Not looking forward to that.

I'm starting to miss Melaka talking about all this. Sigh....

Anyways, nothing interesting have yet to happen so I'm just going to leave you here.

OH WAIT!

It's my Mama's birthday today! So I want to wish her

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! 

You have been the most AMAZING mom I have ever had and I wouldn't trade you for anything in this whole world! May Allah bless you and have a great year Mama! I love you! 

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Back to Books!

Tomorrow will be the first day of my degree course and yet I don't know how I really feel about it. Happy? Yes 'cause I'll be seeing my friends. Sad? Yes 'cause I'm leaving home for Shah Alam. Scared? Yes 'cause I don't know what to expect for tomorrow!

I am trying to mentally and physically prepare myself for this 5 coming months of arduous work after a 4 months break. Gosh, why did they ever give us the 4 months break? One and a half month is enough but 4 months? You have made me become a lazy ass person.

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One thing's for sure is that I am prepared fashionably! During and outing with my estranged father I've bought bags, shoes and other stuff needed for degree :D Hey, we have to be prepared for that too. It does give a boost to your self-confidence level ;)

Oh no! I feel a fever coming :( Sore throat go away, come again.... never! xD

Wish me luck for tomorrow and the days after and good luck for my friends on the same boat as me too! :)

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Last Day

This is the umpteenth time I'm saying sorry for leaving my blog to be filled with spider's web. Sigh. I have been working and going back and forth to different places and at the end of the day I will be super tired to even switch on the laptop.

I finally have the time to update and surprise, surprise.... I'm going to end my job this FRIDAY!

*it's Friday, Friday, gotta get down on Friday!* 

Friday reminds me of Rebecca Black and Rebecca Black reminds me of Friday xD

I am happy as hell I can be and I cannot wait to leave the job. After almost 3 months looking at papers and FCRs, BLs, invoices, packing list (yes those are the terms I learnt working there) and what not it's finally time to go!

Trust me although I am very much happy to be leaving the company I will be missing the fun and great people working there :')

Shasha, Mia, Mira, Kak Ju, Cassie, Jeremy and others, sigh, I will miss them so much and I hope that I can meet up with them even after I have stopped working. They are the best people to work with and I love them dearly :')

I'm getting emo now but who doesn't, right?

Hehe

It's time for dinner and let us grace the food with prayers and thank Allah for the rezeki :)

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Hackensack

I am in LOVE with this song. Err yes, 'Hackensack' is a song originally sang by Fountains of Wayne but I first discovered this song through Katy Perry.

I was looking for a song by Katy but I accidentally downloaded 'Hackensack' instead. I never really thought of listening to it until I rediscovered it a month ago. It is now one of my favourite songs and apparently Katy's too although I prefer Katy's version better. Her voice is more powerful and thus make it very suitable for this type of song.

Here's a video of her singing 'Hackensack'. Enjoy :)

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sleepy day

Yesterday and today was officially the sleepiest day I have ever had in my whole entire working history! I seriously don't know why I was feeling SO sleepy. I did not sleep late the night before for both days and yet I still feel sleepy.

Surprisingly I was not the only one who feels sleepy. My colleague, Jeremy and Cassie were super sleepy too! O.O

I did work pretty slow and not to mention in between the works I sort of took a nap :p

But today I finally had the chance to go home early! I've never been home before 6 30pm. I took the extra time to take a good deep nap and wallah! I'm all fresh now :D

How's everyone doing? :)

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Vera Wang Princess!

The answer to yesterday's guessing game was......... VERA WANG PRINCESS PERFUME! :D

I was super excited when I saw it! :D Mr Manul definitely knows how to cheer me up! :D

And this post is full of smileys :p

Thank you boobs! :D 

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Work!

I've finally gotten a job! :D

Super happy about it since I was dreaming of working during holidays and I can finally slash that out of my 'things to do' list :D

It's not some super swanky job that pays 5 digits but at least I'm making money, right? And since my Mama is ALWAYS telling me to start saving than spending I think I might have a heart in keeping those hard earn cash.

I am currently staying at Shah Alam since my workplace is in Glenmarie. From my place to work takes at least 5 minutes to reach there WITHOUT all the jam. WITH jam, God it can take up to half an hour. This is school holiday mind you so just imagine how uber jam it's going to be once the holiday's are over! 

O.O

For the sake of getting experience I shall not waiver and I'll go through it. Besides the people there are nice and the first week of work started of pretty good, I must say ;)

I'm getting sleepy so I'm going to hit the sack and hello lullaby! xD

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as flat as it goes

Yeay! I've finally gotten my final semester result and I've got 4.0!

Yup! 4 FLAT! :D

Super duper excited and I am really thankful for it! Today I'm fasting. It's for the past Ramadhan, puasa sunat and because of my result :)

Alhamdulillah, I am really, really thankful for it :D

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last one

Tomorrow will be the last result I will receive for my final semester examination for diploma. I really wish I could ace both subjects and receive a 4.00 GPA. I know it is a lot to ask for but I know that I did great for the last semester.

Now, I don't want to be overconfident and get my hopes sky high but it's the only thing I want for my diploma certificate. Please pray for me and wish me luck!

:D

By the way, I just watched today's episode of Nora Elena and damn, Aaron Aziz looked extra fineeeee in that baju melayu. Yumms :p

Haha!

Seriously, men looks good wearing baju melayu xD

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Nora Elena

I am not really a big fan of Malay dramas since most of them are too clichéd and you know what's going to happen or in another way of saying it, you are the director of the drama. Although I am a big sucker for any drama or movie that involves Aaron Aziz *melts* :p

Recently, there is a new drama showing at the Akasia slot on TV3 'Nora Elena'. I only knew about it from the newspaper I read earlier of the first day the drama was played. I thought 'It's Aaron Aziz! Must watch so I can drool over him while watching the drama' :p

After the first episode I got hooked since they had an intense start up and that's how it got me to stick to it. The drama is based from a Malay novel 'Kasih Yang Suci' written by Meen Zulaikha. I'm pretty sure most viewers would be searching for the novel on the racks after watching the first few episodes of the drama!

I also noticed that the girl who was acting as Nora Elena, Siti Saleha was in an Enchanteur advertisement! Most actors and actresses acting are new-comers except for Aaron Aziz, I think, and they are doing such a good job!

*clap clap clap*

Another reason I was head over heels with the drama is because of the song! 'Dan Bila Esok' sang by Sofaz some band I don't know until I watched Nora Elena :p



Nora Elena is shown on TV3's Akasia slot, every Monday to Thursday from 7pm - 8pm. If you missed it, don't cry 'cause you can catch it on tonton.com.my! :D

Here is the promo for Nora Elena. Enjoy! ;)



ps: they were acting at Wangsa Walk and those areas and even the road in front of my house, how can I not see them shooting??? O.o

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papa john's

My mama and sisters are at Papa John's! I was literally rushing to get home 'cause my mama told me that Atok was looking for me and at that time she was at home. When I get in front of my house and called her to opened the gate she told me "Mama kat Papa John's bawak Kak Noi makan".

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Sampai hati meninggalkan daku keseorangan di rumah. So I asked Atok to opened the gate for me hoping that he wouldn't yell at me for coming home late and thank God he didn't. :D

When Mama mentioned about Papa John's I remembered that I had a post about it to share with you!

Last week on Mother's Day, Mama asked my sisters and I to bring her to Papa John's and it was my first time there. So here goes another try at some pizza place. I didn't know what was so special about Papa John's so I gave it a whirl.

We ordered the half-half pizza with half of it being All The Meats and another half is BBQ Chicken. At Papa John's when you order any pizza you will get their special Garlic sauce (they have the name for it but I forgot :p) and that was their secret item that makes you want more!

Mama, my sisters and I got hooked on the sauce that we asked for 2 more!

The garlic sauce

Jalapeno or something :p

Special pizza sauce

Jalapeno and a special pizza sauce is also provided when you order their pizza. The pizza sauce however tasted like a Kimball Spaghetti sauce.

Mama ordered Baked Papa's Special. For their pasta you can choose between Penne or Spaghetti. Mama chose spaghetti. Baked Papa's Special has grilled chicken, beef pepperoni, chicken roll, green peppers, onions and baked with a special pizza sauce top with Mozzarella cheese.

It was a different kind of pasta since it was all mixed up and it was definitely yummy!

We had Breadsticks and it was different from the normal bread sticks that you can get at other pizza shop. Inside of the breadsticks was a cheesy flavoured dough and it combined perfectly with the special garlic dipping sauce that came along with it.

Mama and my sisters just got back as I finished typing this. Hopefully they'll bring some food home! :D

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additional time

I am officially on my 4-months break! I'm in the second week of the first month and I have more time than I had ever. Seriously all the happenings from the previous months had me so stressed up but with all the prays I managed to cope with it :D

I have the time to wake up late, eat late or whenever I want and just feel FREE to do anything. I have a few things to post up and these posts will come up soon ;)

Today, I woke up and as usual I will grab my lappy and internet connection, weehoo! surf the net yawl! :p Okay that is so poyo -____-

Anyways, I was Youtube-ing and Panic! At The Disco released a new video 'Ready To Go'! :D Happy bunch I am today! The video is very much looks like a Mary Poppins Musical (if there ever were a musical).

Swiping the chimneys, going down from the air with an umbrella, sounds familiar eh? I would really suggest them to have their own musical using their music. Besides, they are most of the time being theatrical with all their music videos having its storyline.

I have enjoyed this and still enjoying it, I think you should too ;)

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and i didn't win

I wanted to put the title as I lost but it sounded obtrusively negative I decided to make it positive. The consequences of learning Translation, I think.

I've posted last week about me entering a Mother's Day contest held by FashionValet.net and as you would have guessed from the title of the post, I did not manage to win my Mama the RM500 cash voucher.

But I was still happy that I've gotten my Mama the 15% discount code! :D

Hey, at least there's something rather than nothing at all don't you think? ;)

The proud winner was Ayeen Kadir with 978 'likes'! Congratulations!

Picture from FashionValet.net's FB

I shall try harder the next time I enter a contest! ;)

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Happy Mother's Day!

*stops playing Sims*

I know that Mother's Day was yesterday . . . .

Hehe

So . . . . . 

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D

Sorry for the late wish here but I wished my Mama just when the clock stroke 12 :D Good daughter am I eh? :p

Okay perasan mode :p

I wished my Mama a good, prosperous and healthy life and may you take care of my kids! Okay, the last one is a joke :p

*continues playing Sims*

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Sedetik Lebih

I've fallen in love with this song ever since I've watched Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa (also one of the best Malay movies so far). It's just pure goodness of music. It's the type of sounds that I would appreciate until God knows when.

Anuar Zain is definitely the perfect person to sing this song. I could not think of any other artists that can sing this song without ruining it. Oh yea, it's definitely in my playlist now :D

For those who haven't heard this song, please do enjoy this :)

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rumah manis rumah

Yeay! I have officially FINISHED my DIPLOMA!

*wootwoot*

After 3 years going back and forth to Melaka, I shall not have to drive long anymore!

:D

I can't believe it's already over. I will definitely miss my friends there and I already have a lunch date with my Rembian girls this Sunday.

I'm going to miss the food over at Melaka. The Asam Pedas, the Klebang Coconut Shake (will review that later), roti naan Pak Putra (drools) and Selera Kampung and lots more!

I will definitely make a day trip just for the food someday :D

But for now I will have my freedom, waking up late and just have nothing to do :D

Peace people!

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Mother's Day Contest!

I've entered the FashionValet.net's Mother's Day contest! One winner will get RM500 cash voucher! Hopefully I'll win *crosses fingers*

Weeeeeee!

I'm doing this for my momma, Rossy :D

I don't know what to get her for this Mother's Day and I'm a little broke. Last night I noticed that FashionValet.net was having this contest and what a perfect timing, ain't it? :D

"just fill in the blanks and get people to 'like' your picture"

"easy nuff *type.click.send*"

So please, please help me win this for Mama! I will..... LOVE you with all my heart! :p

Haha!

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Sephora Coming VERY Soon!

Ohmaigawd!

I just cannot contain my happiness from hearing the new that Sephora is going to open on the 28th April! Or so I heard from the rumours :p

Hehe

But still, for you make up junkies obviously (like me too :p) you would obviously believe it, right?

I've found an article on MSN saying it will be opened early May but as the rumours goes around, Sephora is expected to launch this Thursday!

SEPHORA OPENS EARLY MAY

*Blast my head off!*

I want the NAKED palette! Everyone else is lemming for it and I MUST grab it too!

But sadly I'll be at Melaka until this Saturday for my VIVA and interview for degree.

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Calm down Izzah, it's your future you're talking about. Chill.  Anybody who is going for the opening let me know what brands they're going to bring in, please? :D

Time for research report again!

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