that tiny detail

There will always be that one tiny detail, as much as you want it to be perfect, that tiny detail changes it.

When you seek for it, you set a benchmark on it hoping that someday, one day, you'll find what you are searching for.

And when you don't wish for it, it comes knocking through the door. You analyse it. Scrutinising it. Checking each and every inch of it to make sure that it is real. 

Everything seems perfectly fine until you found that one tiny detail. At that time, that tiny detail was a huge matter to you. But why do you feel that it is not going to be a big deal eventually?

Is this risk worth taking? Have you calculated it thoroughly? Can you survive with that tiny detail that you worry might shadow you until you settle down?

Will you find another version of it if you let it go now? Or will you regret the decision of letting it go?

If you go through with it, can you stand that one tiny detail that is bothering you? Or will you learn to compromise and put that tiny detail aside and be thankful for what you have?

A lot of people say that it is not a problem that will cause the end of the world. But, you know to you it does seem like it can cause the end of the world. 

Take a step back and analyse once more.

It makes you happy most of the time. 

It talks to you most of the time.

It goes along with what you want most of the time.

It gives you a genuine happiness that you have long forgotten about.

It makes you grin from ear to ear.

It understands you and comprehends what you are feeling.

It accepts you for who you are without ever asking for you to change.

It melts you down to your knee (you don't know this yet but it will, I think).

It looks like it has a potential future.

It likes what you like.

It gives vibes that you last felt with your past. And that vibe is super strong.

It makes jokes that you could understand and it understands your jokes.

It holds a certain charm that is slowly pulling you in without you realising it.

It reads and suggests you good books.
It argues with you and somehow ending it with a plausible solution.
It makes a weird but in a good way kind of dynamic.

It is everything you ever wanted.

So, is it worth taking the risk?

If it is, what will it turn out as?