Sunday, August 05, 2012

Coincidence

Have you ever thought that one coincidence can indirectly change you or your life?

To me, it somehow has an impact whether it's direct or the other way round. For example, when you suddenly bumped into a stranger or when someone out of nowhere says 'hi' to you, that is coincidence, right?

From my humble experiences and the most vivid memories I can remember that lead me to ponder about it, coincidence was the way I had truly realized who I really am.

This situation happens when you never see it coming and had never expected it to happen to you, yet it did.

I know I'm not really making any sense right here but please bear with me. I just need to let this out.

These past few months or should I say the first half of the year was a roller-coaster ride for me. A lot of things happened, after one another. Back then, I felt that I wasn't myself.

Scrambling, trying to catch something that was never meant to be mine. I was confused and at that point all I needed was some time alone.

And then coincidence happened.

This very important person stepped into my life. No, I'm not talking about my soul mate if you're wondering. This person I believe, up to this day, came into the picture for a purpose and that was to make me realize who I really am. I didn't look for it and I wasn't expecting it but God has His plans.

You know when you're with someone and you will associate all things around you with that person and when you lose them you struggle to find who you really are?

This important person somehow brought me back to the old me that I should be when I was lost. And I truly thank this person for making me myself again.

I'm not sure if this person realize it or not but this post is dedicated to you my friend :)

This person made me pluck and strum the guitar again.
This person reminds me of how I love acting all crazy.
This person made me realize how insecure I can be whenever I'm seeing some I like.
This person made me realize how my heart can beat so fast.
This person made me feel free.
This person makes me want to go all pretty.
This person makes me want to go for adventures.
This person makes me learn how to be patient.
This person makes me want to do spontaneous things.
This person made me watched a lot (I mean really A LOT) of movies.

And the list can go on and on and on (if there was such a list).

I am happy and glad to say that this person has also made me become a better person :)

Thank you so much and I wish you all the best in life and in everything that you do. You have been a great company and your presence makes me forget about all the things I worry about.

The line between us is a bit blurry but I hope that we can stay as friends. Thank you AA :)

Til then.


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